BONA DRAG

MAYBE NOTHING IS AS BIG OF A BUMMER AS HAVING TO LISTEN TO YR FRIENDS FUCKING..

THIS NIGHT HAS OPENED MY EYES

MOST OF THE TIME I DON'T SLEEP AT ALL BUT WHENEVER I DO I FEEL LIKE I ROSE FROM THE DEAD IN THE MORNING. ENDLESS BUMMER 2010. THANKS CALIFORNIA. FOR SO LONG I COULDN'T IMAGINE WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO HANG OUT SOMEWHERE FOR MORE THAN A COUPLE OF WEEKS BUT NOW I JUST WISH I COULD BE ANYWHERE BUT HERE. OH CRUEL IRONY. MELODRAMATICISM. WISH I READ MORE BOOKS. WHATEVER, I'M DRAGGING MY SHIT THROUGH A BAYOU. LIQUID DIET. I GOT IN A FIGHT WITH A JANITOR LAST NIGHT AND ALL I HAVE TO SHOW FOR IT IS A FEW LEFTOVER BUDWEISERS. PEOPLE TRY TO TALK TO ME ABOUT POLITICS AND I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER HOW I USED TO BE (I THINK THAT I'M OK WITH LETTING THAT PART OF ME GO). I ONLY DREAM ABOUT THREE THINGS: TRYING TO FIND SOMEPLACE TO EAT, A SHITTY CREEK, AND WALKING UP THE STAIRS OF MY OLD APARTMENT IN THE SUN AND FINDING YOU THERE. WHO EVEN KNOWS ALL OF THE REGRETS THAT THOSE DREAMS REPRESENT. BUT MISTAKES ARE MY THING AND THEY'RE THE ONLY THING THAT I'M GOOD AT MAKING, AND I'M DRUNK EARLY AGAIN, AND FUCK OFF, IT COULD BE WORSE, I COULD STILL BE IN HELLOGOODBYE.

P.S. CALL ME WHEN YOU THINK THE COAST IS CLEAR.

DEEP CUTS

THIS CAME ON PANDORA YESTERDAY (FULL DISCLOSURE: WE WERE LISTENING TO "ATLAS SOUND RADIO" AT WORK) AND TOTALLY TOOK ME BACK. MY BEST FRIEND USED TO SAY SHE HATED LIVE RECORDINGS, BUT SOMETIMES THEY'RE BETTER.

PREVIEWS

OK, I FEEL LIKE I ONLY HIT THIS THING UP WHEN I'M WAY TOO STONED AT A WEIRD HOUR, BUT GODDAMN IF THESE AREN'T THE BEST TWO PREVIEWS I'VE SEEN IN YEARS. MY FAVORITE PART OF WATCHING OLDER VIDEOS WHEN I WAS A KID WAS THE OLD PREVIEWS FOR MOVIES THAT I'D NEVER EVEN HEARD OF. MY PS3 HAS BEEN FUCKING UP DVDS FOR THE LAST TWO WEEKS AND I'M STARTING TO RUN OUT OF VHS TAPES. SOOOOO INSTEAD OF WATCHING AFTER HOURS (WHICH FINALLY WENT BACK ON NETTY INSTANT) AS PLANNED I'M STUCK WATCHING DAWN OF THE DEAD. YEAH, IT COULD BE WORSE, WHATEVER. BUT YES, ANYWAYS, THESE PREVIEWS:

AND I COULD NOT BE HAPPIER THAT THEY WERE POSTED BY THE SAME GUY. HOPEFULLY THAT DUDE WENT THROUGH A SIMILAR SITUATION AS I DID AND IT INSPIRED HIM TO START UP A YOUTUBE ACCOUNT AND UPLOAD AMAZING PREVIEWS. PLUS HE'S SPANISH WHICH IS COOL. THE ONLY THING UNCOOL ABOUT HIM IS THAT FACT THAT HE CALLS THEM "TRAILERS" AND NOT "PREVIEWS". WHEN DID PEOPLE STOP SAYING "PREVIEWS"? OR "BOOGIE BOARD"? I'M TOO STONED. LAAAAATTTTERRR.

SO LONG AGO, SO CLEAR